Yesh

It’s time.
Time to let go of dreams.
Time to let the what ifs fade.
Time to let slip away the destiny of what was supposed to happen.
It’s time to let the dreamer die and the soul of the boy to fade.
Never more there.
The new path is the bleak slate of despair and realism.
Today is the day I died.

I can’t unremember words when told to walk away.
Not from her. Not her words.
Forever etched in my existence.
I still remember the first time she said I love you.
“Yesh, I said it,”
She spoke with a glowing smile.

(*note: This is an old poem. I’m not even sure it qualifies as a poem. EditingMike of twitter suggested I post another poem so I picked one randomly from my journal.)

The Little Phoenix

“Which one is mine?” his ten little fingers pressed into the meniscus of the domed wall that sat in the center of the room. Tiny lights danced over the blue sphere inside. He looked over his shoulder for a response, his irises melting through a spectrum of cool colors, blues, and greens before settling into a hazel. He turned his gaze back to the lights. He was small and frail. Not much larger than a human boy of five. His hair had a feathery quality to it though it resembled more of human hair and was disheveled and spiked into many directions without order. His flesh nose was beak like in a long yet chubby oval face. Strips of white cloth wrapped around his body and his legs hooked awkwardly with features of a bird with long toes and tiny talons. The others teased him as a hatchling. The Elder called him, “My little Phoenix. How rare you are.”

“Which one is mine?” he questioned again his eyes widened turning a brilliant soft blue. His mouth half open in wonder and his face was bright with joy and bewilderment. “It doesn’t belong to you anymore than you belong to yourself,” whispered the Elder. The elder knew what the little one meant; he was attempting to help him speak correctly.

The Elder was a tall sender man of six feet. This time he wore a long white beard and the similar white body wrappings. Here appearance was irrelevant. Beings appeared as they chose or which best reflected their true nature. His eyes shone with silver and his grey hair hung below his shoulders in clumpy waves.

The Elder’s long fingers scruffed the feathered hair of his little companion as he knelt down by his shoulder. “But if you must know, that one..” His boney finger pointed towards the brightest dancing ball of light in the blue sphere.” He whispered into the boy’s ear, “You belong to that one.”

Dreams of an Imaginary Friend: Wistful

I had a bit of fun creating today’s update so I thought I would quickly share the process.

First I drew a rough sketch of Boy and the beginnings of an outline for a Dark Wraith on the iPad.

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Next I printed it out on paper, successful at about the tenth time. Apparently my printer doesn’t take kindly to the frayed edges of note paper ripped out of a spiral notebook. Then I pretended to draw on said paper and took about 30 pictures with my phone, this being the most serviceable one.

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I then sent that picture back to the iPad and used it as a base layer to draw Girl and the rest of the Dark Wraith.

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Here comes the ink.

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After coloring we have the finished page. I am pretty please how it turned out. I think Girl could have used a bit more fine tuning. I was trying to make her look like she was puffing out her cheeks as if she were imitating the frog.

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Today’s page is actually a combination of three different pages I had ideas for but when I sat down last night to draw they all kind of just fell into place. This is also my updated first revision of a Dark Wraith and probably an accurate portrayal of the images from my dreams. I hope you enjoyed today’s comic. Please let me know what you think. Are you enjoying it so far?